Yogurt

I dislike yogurt. A lot of people call me crazy because I dislike it. Most of the people ask me why. Others just shrug it off and dont really care. I like those people.

I can relate yogurt to tea. Both of which I hate. Tea tastes like dirt. Yogurt tastes like sour shit with fruit masking the sourness. Yuck. I dont like yogurt.

I CAN eat it with granola though. Just vanilla yogurt though. Anything with chunks of fruit in it turns me off.

I should invest in some calcium pills since milk makes me sick, ice cream makes me sick, and I dont like yogurt.

I COULD make up for all my dairy absences by eating cheese... but then I would have other issues.

Nothing Special.

So, the hubs is back. A breath of fresh air to have him back. Missed him so!

I still hate this place! Still way too buggy. Still too humid.

My birthday's coming up. It will be here before I know it. Isnt til Aug 17th. To be honest, right now... I dont mind time flying the way it has been. That just means we'll be out of this hell hole soon.

http://www.wowarmory.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Gorgonnash&n=Resamorune  Decided to finally share my pride and joy with those who care. Or even those who dont. My Human, female Warlock. She is my hobby. Go ahead.. Criticize me. But as I tell all the other bar hoppers out there... I pay $15 a month to play on her. You  spend $20 - $70 a week on your bar tab. Aaaand I get to socialize with sober people!

Anyway, I really should get dressed and do the house chores then mow the lawn.

Back for now

As the title states... I am back for now.

I havent really been around, because I lost interest in reading and writing. Not that I ever wrote anything worth while anyway... But anyway.

My life is uneventful. I dont really have anything to talk about. I could go on and on about the online game I play, World of Warcraft and all the drama happenings within the game.

I am, however, going to talk about my uneventful day today. I first am going to let you know that my husband is on TDY again to Las Vegas again. He either gets home tomorrow or Sunday. They arent sure which.

Regardless, I needed to spruce up the house since hes been gone. I tend to let myself get lazy when hes gone. No reason to keep the house tidy if I'm the only one living here and no one else is going to see it.

Now, dont think I let it get out of hand. I do take the trash to the proper can, and I do rinse my dishes and put them in the washer. Laundry doesnt get touched unless I'm running low on my undergarments.

I made my bed, did some laundry, and cleaned the kitchen. While cleaning the kitchen I decided to clean the hand-me-down tea kettle I aquired. I dislike tea. My husband loves it. Maybe if hes good when he gets home he will get some tea.

However, I decided to give tea a try. Again. This may as well be considered a bi-annual event for me. I tend to forget why it is exactly, other than the smell, why I dislike tea.

After cleaning the kettle thoroughly... and running 2 sets of water through it before I brewed it, I picked out 3 different kinds of tea to try.

It tastes like dirt. It smells like dirt. I dont know how anyone can love the taste of something so disgusting! I'll stick to my water. Or Sprite.

Yeah, pretty uneventful day.

Miss me?

Dont get your hopes up. If you've noticed I havent been here, then thanks for noticing. If you havent, its no big deal. I dont write anything profound. I dont write anything that captivates anyones attention.

As you know, I merely write to write. I write to feel better. Get destressed.

I'm back for a day. Maybe back more often. Who knows. I sure dont.

I've found that I tend to want to write when I'm feeling especially down.

A lot has happened since I last wrote.

My step mother passed away, my computer broke and had to go to the doctor (luckily still under warranty), Christmas, New Years, got a new dog, gained some new friends, lost some old ones. Not too much to elaborate on.

I'm mainly here because I have something bothering me, but I cant find the words to express what it is. I know what it is. I could probably say it out loud... but I dont know if I want to write it out. Put it all out there for anyone to see.

I miss my old life. My life back in Oregon. I miss my friends. I miss the severe lack of responsibility. I miss not caring. I miss it. I really do. And, at the same time, I dont. I love my life now. I dont love the location, or the situation, but I love it.

I love my husband, my cat, my dogs... Materialist things.

But I miss not being relied upon.

My husband wants me to get a job. I dont want to. I should... I probably need to... But I dont want to.

I dont like people. I dont want to have to deal with people.

I dont know.... I guess I didnt really have anything to talk about after all.

Sigh

Recently I havent had anything going on in my life. That was fine with me. I dont mind things to be easy. I dont mind things to be drama free.

Then I get back in touch with someone who I havent talked to in a while. An old friend. A good friend. One of those friends who no matter how much time goes between you, you still can pick up without the awkwardness or the updates. You just know, and just are. Everything is fine.

He is friends with people from back home. Sometimes he keeps me updated on the happenings there.

Turns out that even after I am gone, drama involving me still exists.

I'm gone. I am no longer a part of any of their lives!

I have grown up and moved away.

I want to go back to being drama free.